hey...

A clamorous noise in my head following me everywhere I go...the success sting in my brain to be Someone..to get there ..to elevate to the 20th storey...now acting like a Belladonna...the taste of it all activating on my salivary glands and then followed by Moisture d Eyes....hey hey...and then its back to reality...

I ve seen life through my bedroom window - its different... I've perceived life through my balcony  - its vivid,
I've seen life through my windshield  -  its panoramic, and life through the rolled glasses of my car...its descriptive...all of them keep adding flavors to the running thoughts of my existence...some are like whispers ..others are tumultuous....

Its complicated...or may be I d love to feel that...well its rather easy giving up... at some point of time, it wasn't easy giving up on anybody...maybe because I was horrified of the passe feeling what would happen next...and  was willing to cope up with the sleepless nights UNTIL I saw an avenue with no RETURNS...
and i decided to preserve my sanity by just giving up on everybody cos...their faces were tainted with avarice of selfishness ...and that was it...there was so much hate and manipulation and its difficult to decipher the source of my courage but i made a decision to dive deep into the unknown... know not where did that enlightenment come from....good bad or how ugly it would be...I Dared....and I took my first Flight....

And you know the first thing that I uttered to myself -  it was " to hell with all of you"

TO be cont.....